my daughter is going to be a year old in a couple of months, and I still don't know what I'm doing with my life.

but at least she's doing pretty well.

so we're genuinely considering, and by considering i mean we genuinely intend to rename the band, because this silly project turned into something that really isn't silly at all.

we will have a new name before we hit up a new recording studio, and then we'll have an album ready to go.

holy crap.

(oh, and i turned nineteen.)

I haven't used LJ in a long time.

I want, more than anything, to be the lucky sort of person that people think I am; the glorious aristocrat who everyone loves, but the sweet one who everyone loves for herself. The girl who's got the boyfriend who reads her poems out on the veranda under the warm sunset, who's sweet and tender and romantic; the ( Read more... )

Cecily Susanna Barker was born the morning of July 23rd, weighing seven pounds and two ounces with an Apgar score of nine and nine.

She looked ( like this. )

oh god the news

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

besides that it's too bad Bianca is so busy right now

Because I know who the father is, and the news makes it sound like I don't! I do, I just haven't made a press release out of it and their stupid source doesn't know -

But the last line oh my god.

So for anyone who hasn't already figured it out from unclear posts or talking to me or living with me or have caught it from Jake or Avery, I'm pregnant. Which is not something that I'm all that happy about, but sometimes it takes me by surprise and I actually am. Like. I'm going to have a child. And then ten minutes later it's terrifying, like I'm ( Read more... )

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avery i need you help

i miss aunt claire.

and i hate this entire year everyone gets taken away from me. the band is good and everything else is just really bad ( Read more... )

seven things (factshabitsquirkswhatever) about me ( Read more... )

I feel like a traitor for not being really, really mad at Jake.

Being in this band is way too much fun and I need to invite my bandmates over to meet Johnny because he was in a band in the real punk era.

And I miss Bess.