I have two classes I love this year. They are smart, engaged, funny, kids. My A and B block.
My other two blocks make me want to rip my hair out. I cannot wait to be rid of them. They expect you to spoon feed them information and have no idea how to figure it out themselves.

Student: "Your class is really hard and I haven't decided whether or not bio is my favorite subject BUT you are definitely my best teacher ( Read more... )

Have yet to really see John since our talk, which is upsetting because I want the chance to see each other and work on things. I feel like time and distance will just mean reverting back to the norm. I miss him. Our schedules suck.

The wedding was beautiful but exhausting. I am exhausted.

 Bumps is terrifying. It has taken over my life. I can't do anything but think of bumps bumps bumps. They are exhausting. Olser House and Queens down. Balliol  today. AHHHH!

I want to get out, I feel so trapped. OUT OUT OUT.

I love the friends I've made here. I love rowing.

I hate the academics. I hate the environment. I hate the lifestyle. I'm going crazy crazy crazy!!!!!

RAWR

I could cry from frustration and from being pent up. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Bucket List (to continue growing ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. Everything just feels wrong. I want to get away. I want to reset. I want to be done with Oxford.

I haven't had caty drama since highschool. And now it's coming from a 25 year old man and girls younger than me who act like my superiors.

When will this miserable experience be over?

i'm confused ( Read more... )

i love being from the bay. so much bay pride. OAKLAND!

love

LAst year I was going ape-shit come finals...this year I am floating, kinda working...butnot really....which scares me because if I keep this up I won't do well.....but I'm just not stressin....some would say that's a good thing ( Read more... )