sooooo i'm in this very strange in between phase which i've never really been in before ( Read more... )

december 10th 2009

today would hypothetically be my one year anniversary with chad
i can't believe we didn't make it
it was so short lived
i never expected to be alone today

how things can change...

tonight was amazing ( Read more... )

i am currently applying to the Oxford program. i really want this and i really hope I get in. chances are low but you gotta leap right ( Read more... )

currently hanging out in the psuedo suite with all my 330's boys. it is so hard to be around chad in this atmosphere because this is the atmosphere we existed in together. i really miss him. but there is no hope. i don't know what is worse having hope or having none.

hi. its seems silly to be writting in livejournal especially seeing as we have all kind of graduated from it but i kind of see it as a rough draft to my life, thoughts etc. its where i write things down to figure them out. spew a lot of garbage in order to maybe pick out a few things of consequence. so it serves its purpose ( Read more... )

TWO QUOTES OF PRESENT

"You always hurt the ones you love"

"This too shall pass"

i'm in so much pain. i have lost who i am in this process and i hate it

You know....this is going to be a GREAT semester....busy as FUCK....and balancing is going ot be.....an issue ( Read more... )

Hi. Ok. I'm back ( Read more... )