i can't concentrate on anything. why did it happen? i know i was questioning whether or not we should break up. but i never actually wanted it. i love him so much. i am so hurt. all i want to do is be with him. i miss him so much. i can't stop crying. fuck my life. i want to scream. i'm so lost. i'm hyperventilating. what do i do?

yikes....in the library again....and conflicted as fuck

to break up or not to break up?

siiiiigh this is so hard and so confusing and so draining and so preoccupying

i can't focus on anything

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i have not written here in a long time
i guess this is what happens when you are procrastinating in the library
i have nothing insightful to share
la la la la la

alexis' thoughts:

a) i do not want to do work
b) i am very uncomfortably full

that is all

being injured sucks sigh
grrrrrr
that is all

no one comapres to my friends from home

never have things been more easy
morenatural
more fun
more hilarious
more crazy
more spontaneous

i love you guys

thanks for being awesome

i would be so lost without you

LOVE ALWAYS

officially done with finals and first semester....dayum....how did that happen ( Read more... )

i like him so much

concentrating on final = very difficult

:)

fuck work
fuck finals meaning so much
why do you even work earlier in the semester if it all comes down to the final
fuck fuck fuck bad timing
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

this is my life right now