So here we are over a year after my last entry. I have spent the last half hour going through some of my one's on here, wow is all I can say. So much has changed since those ( Read more... )

This is my first entry in a while and I don't really know why I haven't really been writing to much lately other then not a whole lot is changed and that is such a nice thing. I guess I'll start with work, its going good I guess I didn't make my levels last month and I should have gotten into alittle trouble over that but I guess the bosses have ( Read more... )

I hate not feeling like myself. Being sick sucks in everyway. I really needed to be at work this week, seeing that I just made level one, I really needed to get at it this month. I know a day and half doesn't seem like that big of a deal, esp at the begining of the month, but when you work my type of postion, everyday counts. It is always easier to ( Read more... )

So this week was interesting to say the very least. It started off kinda normal until I got home Monday and read a e-mail that I had received from my ex that I can't stand. I couldn't beleive what I was reading, cause all she did when I moved down here was bother me. Her and her new g/f would just call to be assholes to me and I finally ended it by ( Read more... )

I miss you. I love you. I hope you are safe.

Last night I realized something about myself that I have to change. I care about others too much and need to start being all about me. I haven't been as depressed as I was lastnight in a long time and I don't want to feel that way again. I went out with Ryan, Rachel, Jeff and another one of our friends Ryan. We all went to shoot pool and I was ( Read more... )

This week has been pretty shitty! I have had no luck at work with the phones, sometimes I wonder what makes me think that I am good at anything. I love the hours and the people I work with but I suck at the job. I really hope we move to Michigan at this point, I would be working with my hands there and that is something that I know I can do. I have ( Read more... )

I had a good week over all. Work was good and I did alot better in my nubers then the last couple of weeks so that is a plus. I really was wondering when I was going to start making some money. It came around though so that is awesome. I don't know how comfortable that I will get with this job though cause I have a strong feeling that we are going ( Read more... )

I'm trying to think if there is anything new to talk about. I went to Peoria and hung out Saturday. I spent time with the Chop and then hung out with my best friend Hayley, we went to her Aunts bar, and it was white trash Karoeke night as I like to call it. It is always a good time to go spectate that. Hayley of coarse was the best one, she sang ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving was really good this year, I spent it with Ryan and Rachel at her familys house. They are wonderful people and they were so nice to have invited me to begin with. The only thing that was missing was my dad, he didn't come cause Peoria recieved 8 inchs of snow on Turkey day eve. It was ok though cause my family has never really been big ( Read more... )