Thursday was the scariest day ever, but I made it through. All I got was another court date so, and I knew that was going to happen, but the great news is, that with nothing being said between my lawyer and the State, the only thing the are going for is 30 months probation and some fines. I was so releived that I thought I was going to pass out. ( Read more... )

I wrote this one and only poem after my friend died in 8th grade. I have never been able to write anything, and this isn't much, but it came to me in a second when I was mourning the loss of my friend. Her name was Mindi and I met her in 5th grade, we became friends really fast, in part cause she was my first crush. She taught me alot too, I know ( Read more... )

Well the court date is getting closer and closer. I had to call my lawyer today cause he hasn't bothered to call me and let me know whats going on. I left a message and he had his assistant call me back to say that he would see me in court. I love it 1500.00 bucks and all I have gotten so far was a return call and not even from him, I feel like he ( Read more... )

I have had a great day with my brother. We all went out on the boat this morning. Ryan wanted to get it out one more time before winter. Me and Rachel took turns on it with his cause he only had two lifejackets. We only stayed out for a few minutes cause it was cold and he just wanted to run it alittle before putting it away for the winter. I had ( Read more... )

I love my weekends. I have nothing to do all weekend and that is fine by me. It's nice to just kick back every once in a while. I just got home from playing pool with my bro and his friends like on every other Friday. I think that I'm actually getting better then I was. I play enough, I would hope to see some improvment. I think that I'm good now, ( Read more... )

Finally I'm almost done with training at work. Tomorrow is my last day and then I'm on my own. I'm really happy about that and kinda scared all at the same time. I know that after a while I will know everything, but at first it's alot of info. I know that I will be good though cause I'm good at everything that I try. I know that sounds cocky, but I ( Read more... )

I was driving home from the store tonight and saw one of the prettiest sunsets that I have ever seen. It was beautiful and it made me think that life is a wonderful thing even if most of the time it is shaded by all the bad things that come with it. I have been thinking about my life the last couple of days and have this whole new calm feeling ( Read more... )

Wow, day by day this gets harder. I dream of what it will be like when I meet "the one". I sometimes wonder if will happen and then I think that I have to make it happen. We are so far apart that it is going to be something that we work towards together and plan. It isn't like we could have some accidental meeting in the mall or something. This is ( Read more... )

Wow what a day! I was on the phones taking custom items by myself today for the first time today and it was a pain in the ass! I think that I screwed up more shit then I got right, I know that it will get better, but I hate not knowing what I'm doing. And I fucked up this one order that belonged to someone else and he was a prick about it and then ( Read more... )

I don't understand how someone who has never meant me and has only known me for over a month can see right to the heart of me. And still love me. I think that is the reason that I feel so much for her, for the first time in my life I feel like someone would love me for me and excepts me. I have never had anyone deal with me so honestly and caring ( Read more... )