farewell my friends. i shall see you all soon. it is for the best. water will be touched, people will be missed, and yes the threads of fate will someday inter twine agian. but until then i love you all. im out.-tristan d.

well im leaving on wednesday night, to go to the hotel. and i bounce to south carolina on thursday morning. to those that kicked it with me on my last couple of days thank you very very much. i will miss thee. to the rest hope you live happy lives. well most of you. the others can do wut ever the fuck they want. later

i am leaving for bootcamp in 8 days. i will miss you guys. i guess.:)~

welll its 1 33 in the morning and im down a 40 oz of 211 and i feel grrrrrrrreat. damn ever since i quit smokin pot i have become a raging alcoholic. its great. i can wait till boot camp. all i need to do now is just quit smoking stoges and i will be alright. god i love to drink. i have realized that smokin pot had slowed my thinking process ( Read more... )

well i live in fairfield now. livin with annie again. its hella nice out here, i miss my vacaville buddies though. i havent smoked in 4 days goin on five. i think i am going to become a raging alcohlic. i took my asvab and got a high enough score to get any job in the army that i want to get. i get a higher sign on bonus and more money for ( Read more... )

i went to work yesterday and then i got off. chilled with annie and jess for a while. then i decided to go and get a tat, i did and i brought my sister along for the ride. got hella ripped 2, 1 gram blunts with keif. so loaded. then i passed out. but when i awoke i was like fucking assholes wrapping me in plastic wrap while i sleep, then i ( Read more... )

about the thing and my friends arent cutting it right now.... it not whut you all might think. its just mentaly im alone. sorry if my words hurt anybody or any one person got the wrong idea.

i dnot know i just dont know. ive got so much to live for but i dont know how to get to where i realy need to go. sometimes ive just got so much on my mind and ughhh. its just too hard sometimes. i need some pushing sometimes. alittle encouragement sometimes but people dont see this they percieve it as lazyiness which it just might be. family ( Read more... )

well its that time of year again..... and once again i am left wandering aimlessly bymyself. christmas is out side you can tell because it is FUCKING COLD OUTSIDE. I did shrooms not to long ago it was and always will be fun. so i guess im gonna join the army now.. hopefuly i can be like pauly schore and get a new camel friend when i go to where ( Read more... )

well i went to the x-mas tree lighting tonight along with jess and annie. met up with corey. good times. saw hella familiar faces. smoked. came home. annie left with her father. i spilled my guts to my sister, shes never heard me cry before its kinda sad. she is a great girl though. and now i find my self once again trying to escape the ( Read more... )