It is almost 2am and i find myself writing on livejournal, I guess because of the fact that I have a lot on my mind and there is no one I can talk to right now about how I feel so here it goes
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AJ, i know you love this girl, or did...but listen doll, she is not good for you. understand that all she is trying to do is keep you on her strings so she can play puppet master...if you have any respect for yourself at all, don't allow her to do that. you need to take full control over the situation and that needs to start with knowing exactly what you want from her. you say you don't want anything to do with her because she's crazy, but then you say you want to be friends with her. AJ, i know letting go is hard, but sometimes to get somewhere with someone you have to let go just for them to realize the reason they wanted you around in the first place so they come back, with full intentions of being whole hearted and not a cold hearted bitch. my opinion is you just need to take an all out disconnecting break from her, give her time to really know what it's like to live without you and she'll realize how much of a good person you are, and she'll want to be a good friend to you then. give her time to grow up a bit more, right now she'
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thank you for your help, you have a gift with words and wisdom beyond your years. i know what i have to do and it will be done before it all spirals down again because i will not be a puppet i will be the master
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