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i told my self i wouldnt care. ive said it before too, for the same reason but i just find myself sick to my stomach. makes me mad. i hate myself.

i think im going over to alans today.

i sliped again today.
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did something evil last nite. i'll be wearing a jacket for a few days. didnt feel too good yesterday. today was crap, wanted to go home. did my playing test and not sure what i got but o well. had practice, got out early from there so i sat outside in the grass for 40 mins. i drew and made a flower crown. chantelle was there and she talked to me ( Read more... )

its been a while since my last entry. been busy ( Read more... )

went over to stephs yesterday. saw her new house..kinda ghetto but all it needs is a new coat of paint, vacuming, and some love. lol...we were supose to go to the galeria and go into stores that have expencive clothes and try them on...and take pictures..but we didnt cuz her mom didnt wanna take us..so we ended up ordering chinese food. it was ( Read more... )

my neighbor cynthia (whos married to don across the street if u've met him) came back from south afria thursday nite. shes been gone for 2 years almost helping the south african govn. rewrite thier constitution. she hasnt come back to visit or anything so...this morning she came over and she looked so different.i dunno if it was because she wasnt ( Read more... )

i think i had 2...they were alot alike too...because it had to do with marching band in both. the first one we played a game against some small town hs that has those huge marching bands who do really good shows...and then we havnt even gotten through all of the sets of the first song...which was wierd...we didnt perform tho...the 2nd one i thought ( Read more... )

grrr alans outa town now...stephs out with her mom prolly shopping and shes not answering her fone so...shana went to the beach without me cuz she thought i would be over at alans all day when i could have gone...evans gunna hang with erin today i think...tinas not answering her fone...and mom is busy hanging out with dad at a berryhills patio...so ( Read more... )

drivers ed was okay...mnemonicsing through the whole class. it was okay..brought my car with me...it was cool...the guy thought i have problems..i was just really hyper..lol...lol...i have terrets...i got my lil...thing sayn i can get my permit so i dunno when i should go cuz friday im might go to alans...so...anyways im glad its an "a" day ( Read more... )