I made the new account. It's at ( Read more... )

The thing that has been bothering me lately has been giving a BIT of an advantage to my depression, letting it pull me down. Only a little. Today was so far the worse, because I cried like an ocean of tears. But luckily, Shi was on and he helped me. Yeah, sure it was short and all but.. no matter the length, it still helped me. I don't feel as ( Read more... )

What the hell is wrong with me ( Read more... )

Even though I said I would change and be more content with things.. I can't help but still feel the same. A little. I can't help but seem to know when someone's troubled or when they're just pretending to be happy or content. Or just.. I don't know. Maybe it's a gift, maybe it's a curse. Like, I get this feeling inside of me that's just telling me ( Read more... )

Today wasn't that bad. My parents had that party but I was mostly hanging out with Cindy and Wendy (yep, they're sisters with 4 years difference) while their brother Johny just sat with us and all. Meh. I missed Yoel so much! I was like all looking at the cell every minute, if not second, to see if he texted me or not. XD YES I AM CRAZY FOR HIM! <. ( Read more... )

While I was cleaning my room because my dad said my friends might come up here, I thought of my New's Year resolution. And it is to change myself.. or my past self. Maybe I started that already, but it is to start doing things I like and things I enjoy. To start being myself, and not someone I'm not. To just stop pretending. And also to try to get ( Read more... )

Happy New Year everyone! I wish you all a great, or good, 2005! Although this year was full of surprises, both good and bad, I will always remember it. Hopefully, lol. Well, it will always be in my heart.. the good ones. 2004 was the year I met the one who completes my heart and soul, and even body, and I will remember 2004 for him. It was also the ( Read more... )

What friends I have. Almost everyone (except for him) just IM me when they have no one else to talk to or if they're bored. Or if no one else is online. What the hell. No one (except him again) needs me. I'm just...there. What for? I don't know myself. I'm never wanted by anyone else. And tell me to go IM you? Oh yeah, I'll IM you first and we'll ( Read more... )

I made a greatestjournal again. =\ It's : http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/xsnowprincessxRead more... )

Just take me away from here. I can't stand it anymore. IT'S TOO MUCH.

Get me away from HERE! I should have chose a university out of the city or state. Then it'll be easier to transfer to that one >.> that I want without much troubles, if any.

Get me AWAY.

~ Lien