It seems no matter what I do ( Read more... )

I see through your lies ( Read more... )

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. ( Read more... )

I have a doctor's appointment today at 5:30 p.m. It's so that I can get clearance for my surgeon to do the procedure. I'm finally done with all this crap, I hate this thing stuck to me, constantly cleaning and having to worry if the bag is gonna come off and what not, it sucks, but I'm so happy I'm finally finished and no more surgeries hopefully ( Read more... )

I haven't been on this thing for a long while now. I totally forgot I had one of these things! It's crazy... Anywho, lots of stuff has happened since I last signed on here. I spent alot of my time in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania visiting family, going to weddings, family reunions and such. My mom passed away August 6, 2005 after 6 years of colon cancer ( Read more... )

i just want somebody who is going to be able to be there for me when i need something just like i am willing to be there for them whenever they need something. i am willing to do anything for somebody and would give my life to protect them. but obviously i cannot find a person like this since they dont exist anymore. im going up to pittsburgh for ( Read more... )

i am getting a huge migraine right now and this fucking sucks so bad. i have had a pretty shitty summer so far. and i could have only expected it to get worse. well i found out the s/n to a friend of mine from school, but i was always nervous to talk to him because he was cute and a great musician.i started talking to him and i have had alot of fun ( Read more... )

i am tired of having to explain this over and over again to people. but if it wont go through that thick skull of yours im gonna have to beat it into you. I AM SICK OF YOU TRYING TO PUT ME DOWN WITH YOUR BULLSHIT ANTICS OF YOU HATING ME. I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU THINK OF ME AND I PERSONALLY DONT CARE IF YOU WROUGHT IN HELL. I AM TIRED OF TRYING ( Read more... )

im tired of being used, it really hurts me so bad and im tired of being lonely, it just makes me so sad. im sorry, so sorry. damn you for making me feel this way, because it makes me feel so bad. im sorry to have to say this, but i am giving up, im letting go, and its all because of you. yes all because of you. and its sad to know that the person ( Read more... )

im so glad i didnt have to take any of my exams. i got to exempt all four of them, so i didnt go to school on wednesday or thursday. and friday there is no school. well today is thursday and im bored as hell. and now ryan(mosgrove,not mcCrickard)might be dropping out of school which really makes me sad.i told him not to do that, but he ran away ( Read more... )