...what do you say when youve been away for so long im sorry but my lack of communication from the world keeps me alive i work and work and work 60 hrs a week and im currently bored out of my mind at one of my jobs but paranoid keep running to the front desk to see if someones checking in or to see if i have anyone to greet lifes not the same for ( Read more... )

i dont seem to really understand who i am anymore all this time ive been waiting for 18 to be free but now im less free ... I work 30 + a week im soon to become shift leader at my work .. im failing my senior year doing independant studies and im falling i dont know what im doing ive been with my bf almost 6 months hes never cheated on me but for ( Read more... )

Okey so life has been shitty and Alex if you read this call me already my number is 8056104504 I miss you mother fuck!!! So i saw on your myspace that you got a new girl nice... *laughs* So yah my dad got locked up ive been living a crazy life I dont have enough theripy to deal with my life and i dont make enough money i go to work and work 30 hrs ( Read more... )

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Who am I whos the person everybody sees when they look at me am I pittied? Who do they believe I am ( Read more... )

I listen to music again from my history take me back to 12 its funny to hear it again its funny to look back at my old journal entries to know 2 years has gone by and im still exactly the same still have the same emotions have i not grown at all? 2 years and still the same so much has happend so many different relationships so many heart breaks so ( Read more... )

Soo umm life is intresting i think i love it ***tries soaking up life*** Ehh oh well I get the idea... Soo ummm I love my job so my paycheck was short about 50+ dollars that was pretty shitty but it turned out to be 388 got 324 after taxes *shrugs* oh well i tried right but i get enough free rentals to make up for it i havent made any credits the ( Read more... )

Okey so last night at about 11 i had my cousin Maria peirce my tongue for me but im suppost to be looking up science stuff at school right now but im not okey got to go before the teacher gets mad ^-^ Im going to pick up my paycheck today im a bit upset because its like 3 days late i tried to get it this morning but it wasnt in yet sooooo im ( Read more... )

Soo work im still working at hollywood video i love it i love my boss shes awsome im making 7 a hour which is more then anyone else new is making ^-^ im working bout 30 hours a week which is good cause im making more then i thought id making... i can climb in the drop boxes at work which is alot more fun then it sounds!! I went and saw the new ( Read more... )

So my life... Same ol Same ol... Overdosed on thanksgiving whats new there when ever i get really upset i always turn to the handfull of pills and live in hell for a day because of it but i wont be doing that again for awhile i hate that feeling ( Read more... )