Holy crap, LiveJournal is still around..... and I still have an active profile.... who knew??

~A~

I often sit and wonder if things are ever going to get better for me. And I don't mean small subtle things, cause those things often get better on their own. I'm talking about all the things that I strive and work towards but never seem to reach. Like my emotional well-being. I constantly try to regulate myself and my emotions, but they always ( Read more... )

I really need to get some motivation going right now. There's so many things I need to get done today, and yet, I just feel like sitting here and doing nothing. No amount of coffee is helping the situation either. >: (

So now because they never caught that cat that attacked me, I'm having to get rabies vaccinations!!! Got my third one today.... they really really suck.... it makes me feel like my arm (or wherever they put the injection) is on fire and the muscle tightens up to where it's really hard to move the appendage. Fun stuff ( Read more... )

Well, hello out there in Livejournal world..... I totally conformed today and made a Facebook..... if you have one, search for Ariane Schmidt and add me ( Read more... )

My mom is having surgery today... well, really soon actually.... And luckily for me there's a computer in the waiting area that I can use...... so yeah, I had to get up @ four thirty am(I went to bed @ 1am... god am I tired!!) and get her down to Lapeer..... I've been chugging coffee since the moment I was concious......also found out there's no ( Read more... )

So I've been up in Michigan for a little while..... and living w/Roxanne is fun.... but I have to go back up to my parents house now.... I'm out of money.... I can't afford to live on my own.... I thought I would have enough cash to last me until I got a job and everything, but I don't.... and I can't afford groceries and stuff..... and I don't ( Read more... )

So tomorrow morning at four am I'll be leaving to make the fourteen hour drive back to Michigan..... I'm scared because I have to make the drive alone.... I've done the drive about three times, but I always had someone else w/me.... and the radio doesn't work either..... have to use the ipod dock.... but that only has a three hour battery life ( Read more... )

So I'm upset..... as usual ( Read more... )

I'm sick of all the bullshit..... that's what it boils down too...... I'm so sick of dealing w/assholes and bastards...... why do I continue to subject myself to it? I'm like a magnet for bullshit...... and alcoholics..... and morons ( Read more... )