Hey there. I'm back to tell more. Sorta. Guess where i'm at? RACHEL'S!!!! She saw me today, kidnapped me, and took me home with her. :) Yeah, 18 sucked. Too much bullshit. It's fuckin' stupid. I have a son now, 5 months old. Logan Issac. He's great, even though I don't get to see him at all anymore. I gotta figure it all out now. I'm single, no job ( Read more... )

I lost so much. So many of the things that make up a person. All that I feel is left now is fear, and desperation, and doubt, and so many fucking things ( Read more... )

I guess i've got a lot of catching up to do. For starters, the most important part of my life right now... i'm a father. Yes. Well, soon-to-be father. Susan is almost four months pregnant. No, it wasn't a mistake. She wanted a child, and well, I gave it to her. I didn't want to at first, but I believed she loved me, and I came around. I knew I wasn ( Read more... )

Somebody help me with AIM. PLEASE.

(1)using band names, spell out your name ( Read more... )

Every man has a price to pay
I don't know the measure of it
But I know it was paid tonight
As I lost my soul
For you and only you
I swear
I'd lose my life for you.Things have been.. well, I don't really know. I don't feel the same anymore. I'm constantly worried or feeling sick inside. Or something ( Read more... )

My life has seen better days. Many.. better days. Too many questions, not enough answers at the moment. Right now is a very stressful, scary time for me. I don't know. I guess its the whole growing up thing ( Read more... )

Yep, I finally got my new keyboard. I hate to come back during a bad time, but it happens ( Read more... )

Just an update to let you know i'm alive. I'm doing fairly well in most fields, not so well in the others. I've finally gotten a job, and i'm hoping to get my license soon, though I still don't know how to drive. I've got to wrap this up now. Goodbye everyone and take care.

Here I am again. Yep. Don't really know what i'm doing. I'm lost, scared, confused.. even a bit hungry. That would account for my slight fatigue. But yes, i'm doing better and worse all at the same time. Can't really say much now, except that I miss you all. I'll be back. Someday.