charrged poss intent small inevitable mistakes ruining the life of some i thought was bright. I dont know what i am anymoreeeee.... look for it

So back in virginia beach, left rva, this shits kinda gay. Rly miss richmond excited my dads gonna get me a bike, had a good 2 weeks of tryna do work, and get fucked up the best combos. Met cool people ... s exx wiid tina... preyin on bolvian woman...menddy mercado... is in my brainz right now.... :D! excited to go back home... oh HUSTLE 4 LYFE

as i eat my microwave enchilda i ponder about 4 years from now. haha Its just crazy how certain people have such a major effect on my life. yeeh you can be the big douche and say no one's influenced your decisions, your unique, but in some way some one has. i see my brother his friends the same people, we've always known, that i grew up with ( Read more... )

i hate weird dreams.  Todays i was in a fight with Geigan. Its just weird i dont know what im expected to do.  Like i feel like my dreams want me to act on something which i have no chance on.  I dont know.  Maybe i should just man up like that do00d and ask her to prom or some gay shit. Its that or sky diving. ISS round 3 hopefully last.  jeeeeze ( Read more... )

I never was a kid to do great things. Part of me hates that. I guess a lot of it has to be defined as what you see as great. Perspective. I hate Wesley Yang is all i will say. I don't understand it, but his parents must be happy with him. I really just wanta go into the future so if i fall asleep tonight and wake up there it would be cool.

I wanta get the fuck out of here. My parents basically hate me, maybe my dad more than my mom ( Read more... )

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I'm not sure about anything any more rly. I'm a smoker age 17 almost 18. Im doing terrible in school. And my Mentorship is bunk. I don't know where im gonna get the strength to push my self to do this kind of shit. It makes me mad though where ive come. ASL?! i wanta be a na'vi haha CNN had an article of post movie depression, and i think i ( Read more... )