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Ok, that's it. LoveLoveLove.

I realize that I never write in this and I wish I did. I started this as a form of therapy for myself and now I have no time for anything. I have been very depressed the last 3 days or so (although game night and film club did cheer me up). I hate feeling like this. I think I have a serious fear of growing up or having to be grown up. I am ( Read more... )

When I was younger I loved the movie My Girl. In case you don't remember, it starred a young girl named Anna Chlumsky. My brother recently sent me an email about what she is doing these days. Apparently she graduated college and started working an office job when she realized she wasn't happy. She realized that she wasn't being true to her dreams ( Read more... )

why do people always assume that becuase you fuck somebody you should be able to use their toothbrush?? i'm sorry, but that's disgusting. and i'm an adventurous girl.

My friend Rogers died this morning, actually yesterday morning now. He was 23 and died of cancer. I have never had anyone close to me die before so this has been really hard. It's just not fair. There are people out there who are old and wishing to die and God takes someone so young. Death seems to put everything into perspective. Like all my ( Read more... )

this is completely insane, but no one reads this so it's ok. i feel like getting a group of people together (maybe randomly) and sitting down with these people and just talking about any and all issuess that come about. no issuues are stupid. almost like a debate, but if you want, you can get drunk, and then at the end we could all play spin the ( Read more... )

i just had a two hour discussion with my friend joel about sex (mostly). and i have to say that it is so great to have such a close guy friend. and it's also wonderful to sit down and have somebody be brutally honest. i love it. i went through a whole bottle of pinot grigio today. i hope i'll be able to sleep because certainly can't take my ambien ( Read more... )

i wish i had your courage. damn it.

my new nickname is sprinkles. ask no questions. lovelovelove.

sometimes you have to remove yourself from a situation before you realize how bad it really is. and even after you remove yourself, being reminded of it is almost too much to handle. i wish there was somthing i could do to make things better in my mind, but i don't klnow how, and it hurts too much to think about it anymore.

this sucks. i am still up doing my damn philosophy paper and i have two finals tomorrow. yuck. but then i have the whole weekend off before i start my new job. (by the way, i quit bebe. yay!) if you're going to be out and about this weekend please let me know. i am ready to get drunk.