im finally going to church tomorrow after almost 3 months without going. weird. and then afterwords possibly lunch with della and brian. who knows. i cant get to sleep though. im burning hot and sick of dreaming these weird dreams ( Read more... )

i feel like shooting myself in the head. not in a suicidal way but in a, im so depressed i just want to pretend that i would actually shoot myself in the head but i never would im just so depressed- way. i really just miss brazil more than anything. it sounds stupid to be so depressed over separation from a place but i am. i cant help it. i fell in ( Read more... )

i .. hate... those people who believe in evolution. why? because they lack the quality of being sane.

i hate bush.. sorry but i really doo.. he is the reason why london got bombed, he's the reason why my two favorite boys in the whole wide world are risking their lives for this iraq shit... i hate this.. two of my best friends are MARINES.. what the almighty fuck is going on!!?? i mean yeah, paul, duh that was expected but now CHRIS? i am freaking ( Read more... )

haha tonight was fun.. i went to Regal for the first time in a century and saw war of the worlds with rayyychuulll and had fun going to borders and being gay cd listeners, mudslide buyers, typing on the fun keyboards, flipping through books about karate and animals (especially reptiles).. haha and the movie was very goood and we had fun especially ( Read more... )

got the video back from the wedding! it was perfect.. and the song rachel and natalie sang was soo good i didnt really get that good of a chance to hear it during the wedding cause i was.. well.. crying the whole time haha but i finally found the lyrics.. but the wedding was so pretty and so many tiny insignificant things that you didn't think you' ( Read more... )

I did not much at all today. I really gotta start going to sleep earlier. I was going to go to the Y but I didn't. But I found a way to work two jobs. The little girl I use to babysit wants me to come back and babysit her everyday and go hang out at the pool wtih her. So there you go ( Read more... )

Guess who came back from their 10 day long honeymoon today?!? JULIUS AND CAREY! They came back all tanned and pretty and beachy lookin.. haha they had a blast and I missed them bunches.. we met the Conti's and Mario at the airport than all 9 of us (carey, jules, rach, mario, adriano, jan, my mother and father and myself) went to Luisa's Pizzeria ( Read more... )

Work tonight was extremely boring. Spent most of the night playing hangman with Kelly and Kristy. Came home to watch the Yankees game. They lost but JUST barely ahh! And the Indians lost to the Red Sox :-( I hate the Red Sox. And I hate the fans more than the team. Especially the people who are suddenly fans because of this world series shit.. Wow ( Read more... )

I'm in a very... contemplative mood. I guess that's what you could call it. Well I'm happy the Yankees won. 9-0, Mussina kicked ass for the first time in a long time. I had a long talk with Paul tonight and he did a good job of scaring me shitless ( Read more... )