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i saw amil today.
[insert memories here]

feel.

amil>>feelings / the connection: they're real.

"i still think about you"
"i shouldn't want to kiss you."

"we should leave it at that."

things are always brighter when they're real.

still the only eyes i can look into.
"you have pretty eyes."

[insert reality here ( Read more... )

there was a barrier around everything yesterday ( Read more... )

simply stated>> this weekend was nice.

i enjoy him and i hope i don't screw it up.
it works so well, i just don't want to mess it up this time.

<3 carving 'emo fag' aka travis pumpkin
<3 lovely fall days
x bridges looming in mist and fog in the middle of the night
<3 bridges with moons against the blue sky on beautiful fall mornings
<3 walking ( Read more... )

i want to have a bonfire in my backyard. would anyone (want to) come?

i <3ed tonight. one of the best nights i've had in a while.

leah | HENREY! | wendy's | RIC | drinking in rigsbee's room with kristie | sean called! | keyboards | deciding to go to strangeways | IT COSTS TWO DOLLARS! goddamnit | <3leah | nathan.. hahaha | pete and joey | new boy mike! | talking to mike for a long time | dancing with mike for a long ( Read more... )

my title courtesy of me, but no one will understand it except for becka cause she's the only one that can read my private entries :D

pump it up!
i <3 elvis costello for the second time.
i don't know why i take breaks from some of the music i take breaks from.
gazeeeeeze.

80's night >>>> dancing with mark <3 | new boy kyle | bad music } wicked bad ( Read more... )

the drive from RIC to my sister's house was beautiful ( Read more... )

andhow old are you, to have to leave an anonymous comment in someone's journal ( Read more... )

i hate nights like tonight. they suck so so so bad.
not for any real reason. just because i can be vain and superficial sometimes.
tonight happens to be one of those nights.
i feel real sorry for myself.
and am thankful no one is around to talk to or else they'd start hating me for taking for granted everything i have.

( quick, reasons i hate tonight )

bleh. i'm so groggy and tired and head coldy right now ( Read more... )