i work to much, but last week, which i took off...i went utter insane in my thoughts. if you have ever read the book, the underground man, you'll understand how being alone TOO much, especially with a weight on your mind cna be dangerous, and putting your thoughts to use with human interaction is imperative. otherwise, whats the point of thinking ( Read more... )

i dont like poetry, so ignore this, i wrote this for something else but it wouldnt fit ( Read more... )

i reign supreme on the hazy island of awkward moments and silences...yet we are only a phone call away from turning the worst to the best day.

its funny how a single anticipated second standing on your doorstep can compleltly obliterate every sleepless night's thought out words. or the delayed first ring of your phone can throw off my confidence. but...i love it as well, because you excite me more with every moment, and the butterflies remain, yet your soothing hello is just that, and i ( Read more... )

its funny how a single anticipated second standing on your doorstep can compleltly obliterate every sleepless night's thought out words. or the delayed first ring of your phone can throw off my confidence. but...i love it as well, because you excite me more with every moment, and the butterflies remain, yet your soothing hello is just that, and i ( Read more... )

i layed sprawled on a balcony, absorbing my own self pity, while the sun seered the half of my exposed face...sometimes i forget myself, and if i ever take you for granted then fuck me, because ive alwasy known i dont deserve anythign to do with you ( Read more... )

then i think i would be alot less of a bore ( Read more... )

the one night i go out and she calls...but the fact that she called made a dreadful day of work so much easier.

i guess this is a real post for once? i tend to write vaguely because, well i dont care if you understand this, i write in order to remeber and understand for myself ( Read more... )

tentavely making a connection that could last as close to forever as youll find. i run full forward, pushing aside the football practice dummybags as blindly i charge; you taking steps and all directions confused and quite scared, freshman gym class with the ball in the air...o you so want to catch this pass ( Read more... )