i know, the tone in my voice can tend to sound like regret. but i know you can look past this. here in summer, out of school we are safe from the halls of intruding faces ( Read more... )

i really need to relax. or maybe i am so relaxed and focused that i see things from a differnt perspective then others? thats too cocky so its probably not that. whatever.
yaya the fireworks were cancelled last night, so maybe ill go with todd tonight if hell have me back

yestarday i went to a friends...wedding? its a shame, well hopefully it isnt a shame. HOPEFULLY its the best thing for her and shes happy forever. but i hate to feel that shes confining herself in a box shes created but doenst necassarily have to submit to ( Read more... )

this is all i can be right now, and i apologize. because you know that i am so much more, and you should be able to bring this out...and you do. and you see it. the words i wish to say are spoken but inaudibably, but they show, all over my body, especially my eyes. and you read my eyes so well. i know its not fair to you, i lose myself, but ( Read more... )

feeling your breathe against my arm is a coldness that i welcome. stifeling hot theatre, yet i inch closer and test our uncharted waters. maybe we shoudlve bailed and done our own thing, but we are so scared. the card says (shows actually) it all. innocent, we are too innocent in this. and i love it. nothign can taint what is perfect, because ( Read more... )

fearing of fading, of forgetting ( Read more... )

fearing, dawning on this fragile lap that we run together ( Read more... )

ive started working, and since i have to get up between 4 30-500 everyday, i can't stay on late everynight talking online like normal. thus a reason for no live journal posts. a lot of good has happened, i think, and i have to say i am happy. last night i walked on the river with sara, shes amazing, absolutly cutey balootey amazing. today i went ( Read more... )

to the left of me lies a boquet of flowers that i do not deserve ( Read more... )

i had a long journal update to try and udnerstand why we didnt work ashley, but my internet errored before i got to finish it ( Read more... )