So. Here I am sitting in my room feeling depressed. I dont know whats coming over me latley. I am constantly angry or upset about nothing. Ryan and I have been doing extremly better and I feel so in love and so happy with us, but my life isnt complete. Its strange. I need an escape. Which usually is Cartel. I was planning on driving to NYC to see ( Read more... )

Cartel is going to be here in 7 days. I might have a heart attack. I am seriously excitied. AHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I am officially a Radiology student. All and all my life is good. I am glad that i transfered from western, i finally feel like my life is coming together. Ryan and I are getting along better! He still needs to fix a few things, by talking to some people. But other than that he is trying and so am I ( Read more... )

I dont know what to say. Life is crazy. I have to best friends in the world yet they are going thru such rough times. Billy dieing. He was practically erics step dad. Now Pauls dad dieing. Its insane. I dont know what to think anymore. I thought my life was so rough and now Im seeing how much I have it easy. I have both parents and they are healthy ( Read more... )

All I do is eat, I cant get my self to excersize and I am so bored all dya I eat. Then at work there is so much ice cream and crap. i eat more.

I dont. I need to be motivated and stop gaining weight.

That is for Jenn. HAHHAHAHA So. Last night was pretty fun times. I went to Pauls house for the first time with my friends. I played pictionary and talked to Austin George which is a rarity. We arent really friends yet HAHAHA, Id like us to be though. Today at lunch with Ryan I ranked Austin number one hottie out of our friends HAHA. Anyways. I ( Read more... )

Saw XMen at 12:01am today. <3
Final Grades:
Western Civ: A
Child Develpment: A-
Anatomy & Physiology C

Well, it has been a rough couple of days. wake last night, funeral today. I cant believe someone that young had to die. Its awful. I feel so bad for Jeanne, Eric, and Dylan. It must be so hard ( Read more... )

I am so bored. Today was a long day. Ryan and I went to the roast beef dinner then sat around all day and then went to Chilis for dinner. HAHA Wow. we lead such an exciting life. O well, it was relaxing. I love being with him even if we do nothing. I am so excited he is going to get internet in his room so he can use the computer I have him and ( Read more... )

I am so happy. I got a C in Anatomy. I got an 85 on the final which is amazing. I feel so much better about everything.