And suddenly it is as though I've woken up, but I am standing in front of a room of people, and it is my turn to speak.

Hello. My name is ... I am a job description...

I say what I was supposed to say, and we move on, and it is as though I do not know where I am or how I arrived in this narrow room full of people in similar professions ( Read more... )

establish meeeeeeeee
hed bo

Julia is falling asleep to the tune of plucked strings
a man snores behind me on a black couch in Lerner Hall
I am disgusted yet bemused
i want to poke him... oh he has awoken,
as if -

hmm i am going to go look at food while listening to Fiona Apple's "Oh Well"
strange juxtaposition
emotional lunch

( Argentina Photobuckets )

i am wondering if love lasts and my inclination is always yes because i am in what is called it
but i have seen it lost to others and have not cared at all every time
so what if it does slip
no! never!
what if he meets a lovely russian
what if i meet a silly deutch boy
but but what about our children and our life in the house we've not yet bought
and all ( Read more... )

Would you like some kiwis from New Zealand?
Got em in my pocket smock smocket
rare rear end derriere over there

i love you
tiana.

HEGEL BEING WHAT IS WHAT IS

How do we resolve the problem of understanding the signifiers? The words?

Perhaps this is not the issue.

Look at words written in certain spaces.
Say something about them.
Have some kind of epiphany.
Do it.
Sprint to the finish, with an exasperated grimace.
Follow relief.

CLIMAX me, oh yeah!!!

Last winter - Feb + march - I listened to Aimee Mann's "Save Me" many times a day, as well as Philip Glass's Hours soundtrack ( Read more... )

DESIRE versus LOVE

Desire obsesses over victory, over conquest.
Love is shocked by its own generosity.

Desire helps itself.
Love loves.

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE loooove <3

No one has more than I!

something unutterable interrupted my sleep, like a smack on a duck's bottom. cooked, silent, imagined as happened to. it receives being eaten, as a compliment. Congratulations, you are meat.