i hate getting my hopes up, and then having nothing come of them.
such dissapointment.

what if someone wrote you an email and said:

"if i could make a list of my mistakes and regrets, i'll put your name on top."would you take that as good or bad ( Read more... )

"life is not measured by the number of breaths you take, but by the moments that take our breath away"

i cant help but feel ... odd ... lately. i know, i know, its the whole moving across country thing. i get it. yet i still lie awake at night, reliving moments that took my breath away. and its hard not to notice its all been back home in ( Read more... )

freakin a.

i leave for new york, thinking ill be on a computer again in like a week, and how long has it been? alomost TWO MONTHS? hmm. at first, it was nice being away from the computer and all, but i miss everyone. even you - yes you.

crap, i dont even know what to write.

the cross country drive was amazing. thank god for liz, or else i would ( Read more... )

i havent slept much lately ( Read more... )

BONFIRE INFO:

bolsa chica beach.
tower 25.
wednesday, august 6th.
6:30-10:00pm.
$5.00 for parking per car.
entrance gates close at 9pm.
bring a bundle of firewood, please.
&whatever else you want. [ie: blankets, drinks, snacks, volleyball, whatever]
626 533 5320

( directions )

innocence doesnt last forever. and when it ceases to exist any longer, it isnt always bad.

6 more daysgood and bad, as with everything. everyone i have talked to lately laughs at me. "youll be back so soon" i want to stay for as long as possible, if only to spite them. not the best reason to stay, i know, but fuck you. so what if my life wont be ( Read more... )

such a busy busy weekend, i dont even know where to start ( Read more... )

Hemonwomunhater (11:31:20 PM): you should go to sleep in a little while, and tomorrow you should wake up at a decent time and take lots of amazing pictures of california to show me when i get to meet you :-)
letsxrunaway (11:32:31 PM): hahahahaha
letsxrunaway (11:32:40 PM): they'll turn out bleh.
Hemonwomunhater (11:32:47 PM): laugh it up
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i'd like to fall asleep to the beat of you breathing,
in a room near a truckstop, on a highway somewhere...