You will never tell me you love me but you have your own way of doing it. I could never tell you that I love you too, but I'm sure you heard it in my voice tonight. I don't know why I thought that tonight would be any different..but right when we were about to hang up, you said my name. You said my name in that special way that follows with an I ( Read more... )

I don't have anyone to talk to anymore so I'm back here. Maybe, maybe if I write it out, I'll feel better. I'm a mess and I am trying to fix it, fix it all. I just don't know where to begin and fleeing into my shell seems like my best option. I don't want to lie anymore. I am tired of lying to everyone. I am tired of lying to my boyfriend for the ( Read more... )

I am not alone, but i'm still lonely.

I always get a feeling like a sixth sense when I shouldn't put my hopes up. It's never been wrong and I've yet to trust it.

I can't say anything has gotten better but I am also in position to complain about anything. My love life is still on hold and that is pretty much inevitable right now. I don't have time to meet anyone or hang out with anyone. I am too busy. I met two potentials but one thought I was blowing him off because I told him I couldn't go out that night ( Read more... )

The truth is I don’t actually date at least not for the fun of it anyway. I more like audition potential life partner, and if I don’t see any potential in it, I don’t waste my time.

I just dreamt I was a child only though it was different this time. I was a child who had experienced life as an adult. I was in the backseat of the car and my mother was pulling up to my aunts house. I was excited and i could feel the random burst of energy overcoming me as I become inpatient to get out. Although the excitement wasn't from being a ( Read more... )

I was told in high school that college was going to be the best time of my life and the friends we made in college were going to be the friends that were going to be in lives for the rest of our lives. I find all of that to be false. College has been nothing but a struggle and the sad part is it's not even the academic part. I've had to grow up so ( Read more... )

Dear World,

Take what you want
Steal my pride
Build me up
Or cut me down to size
Shut me out
But I’ll just scream
Im only one voice in a million
But you aint taking that from me
Oh oh no you aint taking that from me

-Sincerely, the guy who won't be broken ; no matter what.