congratulations America! You've managed to thoroughly disgust me once again. 288.4 million Americans [according to the 2002 census bureau press release]are egocentric bastards. Of those, 288 million [at least] are stupid egocentric bastards. And then, of course, there's the culture. My gag reflex is having a party. AND YOU'RE ALL INVITED!

DAMN. WHY AM I TRIPLE SCHEDULED FOR EVERY WEEKEND FROM NOW UNTIL THE END OF JUNE?! WHY IS IT THAT I EITHER HAVE NOTHING TO DO OR FIVE THINGS? IF I FUCKING MISS THE FLEADH BECAUSE OF THE SAT II, SOMEONE WILL DIE, BECAUSE THIS IS MY LAST YEAR IN THE EASIER AGE BRACKET AND I ACTUALLY HAVE A CONCEIVABLE CHANCE OF WINNING if i practice. hah.

It's really nice not to be pushing myself to do stuff. Motivation for me was the ability to push myself endlessly to accomplish a goal. I don't have any goals that i care much about anymore. I'd rather sit around doing nothing. I'm catching up now on years of requirements and pushing myself endlessly for nothing that really mattered, but that i ( Read more... )

i have cramps and a godawful headache. and i seem to have some need to be doing something constantly, so when i get bored, i eat. whether i do something else or not, if i have access to food, i eat it. excepting the times when i'm hungry, because then i don't have the urge to eat. instead, i sit there feeling my stomach chew away at itself from

Seven-year-olds are only worthy of existence when they misread illustrator's names as "Anal Marks."

I got my history paper back with only one comment at the back: "see me ASAP please." I went to see him after class, and he told me that my set-up was great and I clearly knew what I was doing and understood all the nuances of the question. But he wants me to rewrite it. Basically, the intro paragraph is exactly what he wants and the supporting ( Read more... )

If he hits me or kicks me one more time, true violence will ensue. I'm fucking sick of being beat on because he knows nothing will happen. Well I don't care about the consequences anymore. Everyone involved has been warned. I don't get angry often and it has yet to happen here, but I'm getting damn close. I've been thinking for a while now that I ( Read more... )

I managed to enjoy myself this weekend, despite being with people who I don't like but who enjoy calling themselves my friends. I went off and played music in corners and generally ignored the existence of said "friends" whenever possible. Although really, I don't mind two of them. I just wouldn't be upset if they died. But the event held off ( Read more... )

I have made a grave error in forgetting that "omfg" stands for "oh my fucking god." Therefore, as a part of my signature, omfg has been posted all over the student news at my school. I have been Approached by thee Despicably Arrogant One, who wanted to "ask a simple question" about "what the 'f' stands for ( Read more... )

interminable cycles