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Is it worth it?
Wow it's been a really long time since I've updated this. Sorry guys I just completely forgot about it. But tell me something, why is it that every time you are so close to accomplishing something it doesn't work out at the last minute. Why is it that every single time I've come so close but then somehow it never ends up in what its suppose to ( Read more... ) -
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I hope everyone's thanksgiving went well. Mine was pretty good although I was in the car a lot. But at first I was regretting not being able to go to the game, but fortunatly while we were losing really bad [ which is real unfortunate because i wanted our boys to go to state, sorry guys :( ] I was riding rollercoasters at Busch Gardens. So much ( Read more... ) -
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Why is it when I have a lot of free time my mind begins to wonder and I get into a predictable funk of wanting something I dont' have. It is almost a routine now. I wish I knew God's plan for me because apprently my plan and his dont' match up quite right. Will the time ever come? -
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Sara Beth is scared to death ( Read more... ) -
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Wow, I miss you. I've never realized that you were gone until you showed up again and I realized how much I lost in the middle. But can I go backwards or better yet in a circle where one day I will eventually get back to where I orginally started. -
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I seem to be struggling lately, more so than usual. My mind just seems to wonder. I know that one day very soon I will be in trouble but for now I'm stuck just thinking about it. It seems that everything I want to be I end up not being. Is this a permanent fixture or just a temporary standing? I really dont know much anymore, but then again ( Read more... ) -
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Why is it something builds up so much only to drop back down again? Why am I stuck thinking about the same things? I dont think you even realize what you've done. Because to you I mean nothing. So why is it I haven't picked up on the hint yet? Now I'm sick of thinking the same things over and over but then my thoughts don't want to part with ( Read more... ) -
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Something seems to be missing, but in the process of finding whats missing I found out that I love my friends so much. They make me laugh harder than anyone I know to the point where it hurts. They helped me figure out what was missing but somehow forgot to tell me how to execute it. I want to thank ya'll so much for your friendship you guys ( Read more... ) -
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So apprently I didn't fulfill my orginal obligation this morning, so then therefore my punishment is that i'm not allowed to compensate for it by doing the next best thing. But heres the thing that is in question why take away something that you want me to do and be apart of. That is totally contradicting what you say then the actions you do. I ( Read more... ) -
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Oh man I haven't updated in a while so lets give the highlights of the last few days ( Read more... )