What do you do when something so unexpected happens? Something you knew was always there but never could happen. Where you see someone in a completely new light that you never knew exsisted. I will admit that it was perfect even though completely random. I love when God does this [ most of the time] because everything in my life right now is so ( Read more... )

For the most part it seems as thougth life is good, but there are those few occassions where you are left feeling empty and missing something. And thats all you can think about for a while then something happens and gets you back on track. But its that moment of complete breakdown where you want something you dont have and it becomes your ( Read more... )

I'm scared of what this world has become. I know too much and yet at the same time don't know enough. What if all that is right and just isn't enough? What have we become and why? I'm scared of whats out there of taking a risk going about the usual day. How will I know what to do in a given situation? And the only person that gives me some ( Read more... )

What do you do when you want something you know you shouldn't have? That seems to be the question of the day.

What an amazing time that was! That trip reminded me of how great nature was. I mean there was a night where everyone just gazed up at the stars, the calming soothing rapids of the water moving swiftly, the waterfall that looked like it was a post card, and being completely removed from modern advances. It was so rewarding just letting go of ( Read more... )

What do you do when you begin wanting something you should never have? Like all common sense seems to be evaporating and thats ok. How do you handle emotions that never should have existed? Then your realize that there may not have been anything I could have done to stop it. Is this God and fate with all is big plan that I'm just seeing a little ( Read more... )

Today's conversation with an interesting person that I sometimes seem to question made me realize that we are all in this together. And that everyone you meet you have impacted in some type of way, for that is a two way street. This person made me realize that even without me realizing it, I have touched someone's life. So if you will do a ( Read more... )

Well Friday was my last day of school. Which was depressing because this is the first year I didn't want it to end. So many relationships were built and made stronger. And to those who made my life so much more eventfull I just want to thank you. My freshman year was more than I could ever ask for. I also want to personally thank all of those ( Read more... )

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Ok so today was the AP test. Let me just say it was the hardest thing I've ever taken in my life. I could have studied for 10 years and still not have done well. We were asked to define words that I couldnt' pronounce much less know what they mean. Going in I felt well prepared and that I knew the material really well. Well that changed once I ( Read more... )