that quote was food related ( Read more... )

I need a job. And an internship. Pronto. Plus I need to know what I'm doing with my life this summer. "Grown folks handle they business, right?" as the crappy bryman commercial would say. I'm just grateful to God that nothing really seriously bad is happening in my life.

"You do not have a soul. You are a Soul. You have a body."
"Love ceases to be a demon when she ceases to be a god."
---C.S. Lewis

Maybe I'm moving so fast so that I don't have time to realize I'm letting other things fall by the wayside. But if I didn't, then these other time-restrained things would fall by the wayside, and I would fail college.

I ( Read more... )

i'm only tired if i stop and realize it.

Finally i am smart enough to be less of an idiot. The time is right. I've been standing long enough on my metaphorical front porch, and finally I know I have no choice but to pick up my bags and get on that figurative bus out of town. Everything I've been foolishly gripping onto for the past few years, well I am letting it all go. But there is that ( Read more... )

thanks for apologizing and explaining. everything is out on the table, it is good.

i'm unscathed and content (by the grace of God).

.....amn't I?

I was going to say things here, about myself, what i've been thinking about, and blah blah blah, but the magnitude of Christ's sacrifice, love, justice, mercy have shoved me out of my little wooden play throne.

praise the Lord, oh my soul.

Either I pull and all nighter now, or pull one tomorrow night. I'm probably going to pull an all nighter tomorrow night regardless of what I do tonight. So I should probably just go to bed. And by bed, I mean my sister's boyfriend's sister's sleeping bag, on my sister's absentee roomate's bed in my sister's dorm. Oh, the joy of it ( Read more... )

So. I am a frequent source of frustrated confusion to myself ( Read more... )

sometimes i am rational, and this is good. clear thinking, that's what i've been asking for.

now i am very tired, and one's brain doesn't work so well this late.

i am going to bed, so disregard everything i'm thinking.