God and I have been working on our relationship. a lot.

a lot of realizations lately. bonding with old friends and new. swimming around in the unknown. etc etc etc.

my imagination is all too overactive sometimes. life is funny and stressful and sometimes i am an idiot. i need to get right with God. summer pulls me away, or rather, in summer i pull away from Him.

My job is sucking the life out of me. Maybe I'm just letting it? When I get home I have no energy to go out or do anything productive or even catch up with the people I really miss. Am I just using my fatigue as an excuse to not get on the ball ( Read more... )

i'm not such a fan of summertime. there. I said it. hate me.
also, i hate/love change.
i want escape.
i need guidance.
want want want, need need need, can't can't can't, should should should, won't won't won't.
introspection often tells you nothing.

bagging dinner rolls and saying "your server will be with you in a minute" for hours on end is killing my brain.

i can't wait to go back to good ol' fashioned studying.

yes, i'll admit it, i like school. college is my kind of place.

sweet, sweet delicious college.

The film department at Biola has not sent me any letter. No acceptance. No rejection. Nada ( Read more... )

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It's a good thing God is not capable of failing at anything. Because I sure am.

waiting. ................................
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doing hw on a computer for HOURS will do that to you. plus stress ( Read more... )