hi - its me again. im intent on not saying a whole lot here, if i can help it. i honestly dont have much time, and im exhausted tonight. well, maybe exhausted is a bit too strong of a word, but im still pretty worn out. ive been on quite a ride these last 7 days, or so. ive run the entire course of emotions and sentiments, or at least it certainly ( Read more... )

this is kind of more obligatory than anything else. im at a friend's this morning and he's still asleep. rather than just leaving out of boredom, and having to hear later about how much of a fucking dick i am for going, i figured id try to take care of this while i have the time. as is always the case, there are relevant things for me to say here. ( Read more... )

wow wow wow - i have no idea what to leave here this morning. i know what is on my mind, though i probably shouldnt go on about it here. i had a very difficult day. it actually kind of sucked.....i think i got maybe 3-4 hours of sleep last night, before going out with my mom for coffee this morning. that just seemed to make things worse. i dont ( Read more... )

i think the title says it all here......im NOT going to go into specifics, but i will go as far as to say that my life has been vastly different the last couple of days than it has been for at least the last year, year and a half. mmmm......that might be pushing it a little. but, its not too much to say that things have been rather unusual, ( Read more... )

i really dont have a feeling for this today either - what else is new? i had a pretty late night last night....didnt get home until some time after 4. didnt get to sleep until some time after 6....needless to say i havent even wanted to get out of bed today. anyway, i'll try to do better next time, whenever that might be - im gone +++ necro

here i am again, though its more to just get this out of the way than anything else. it probably seems as though i say that with such disdain, though i really dont. its just been a long day, and an even longer night, with more of the same to greet me again tomorrow it would seem. i cant do what i would like to do tomorrow, but i'll settle for what ( Read more... )

wow - 2 days in a row.....something must be really wrong here - if it could only be known just how much truth there is in that rhetorical statement. its really funny - i was just thinking here about how things used to be. no, not in a general sense, but as far as this journal is concerned. i used to be so ok with revealing the way certain things ( Read more... )

here i am - 13 weeks later. not a lot has changed here...........very little in fact. which can only mean that i dont have a lot to say. i see that Mac has posted here in the last 5 days, and perhaps that is what compelled me to come in here now and leave something......anything. that is about all ive got in me for tonight - im gone +++

i really have nothing to say here today, so i dont know why im bothering with it. i came in here to delete the last post i made, and i figured i might as well leave something. anyway, i think this qualifies - im gone - +++ ~ necro

just another quick post here - im not sure when im ever going to get around to writing more. maybe never, if things continue on at this pace. as soon as i have something to talk about, i'll be sure to post it here. until then, pretend im not here - +++ - necro