pain

[fountainhead687]

how do you deal with death? I mean, its just so fucking final. with Brandon, it was so sudden that I'm still realizing it a little more everyday. for a while I was trying to remember what the last thing I said to him was. I think it might have been "haha, fuck you too, asshole. haha." he had just made fun of me. still, not really the heartfelt

Comments

[keme_magnolia]

I am so glad you were able to see her Mon.

[fountainhead687]

yeah, me too. I really am.

[osian]

I just dont know. Death is ... i dont know. I dont think you can deal with it, or get over it. You just have to keep living, and go on with your life, and eventually the hurt will be less and less.
Death is so uncontrolable that is why it is scary. We dont know when it will come. thats why we dont usually get to say the goodbyes we would like to say.

and youre right, it just seems so unreal.

Im sorry, i dont know what to say, i dont know how to help anything.
but i love you, and wish i could comfort you.

[honeyzoo]

hey mon, it was just easter. come over and visit whenever!)
(READ: we have lots MORE chocolate...)

[thepoolrat12]

ich liebe dich!!! i'm gonna miss you this quarter!!!!!!!! email me if you want to talk that way :-) k03ka02. word homie-M.

--K-dawg