OKAY! i was doing so fkn great. i was at day 4! then what happens?! i feel like im about to drop dead. so i eat soup....which escalades to much more. i wasnt planning on fasting anymore cuz yesterday i was thinking...and i was like ..im moving soon so i wont be able to do anything with ryan anymore...so i figure while im with him lets have fun. i ( Read more... )

scale said 122.8 as soon as i woke up (and i mean i ran over to it as soon as i woke up ( Read more... )

i weighed myself this morning....i was so excited 2...and i got the same as yesterday 122.6...better than gaining i guess...but i legit didnt put anything in my mouth! w/e ...day 3 today ( Read more... )

im a wreck......me and my bf broke up yesterday bcuz of something i cant let go of....but it happend 1 yr ago....i just honestly can't forgive him. my emotions just fucken exploded and next thing i knew we were over......i love him so much....but i seriously cant deal with what he did back then....it was my mistake going back out with him....i feel ( Read more... )

starting weight:127.2
cw:122.6
stg:120(ALMOST THERE)
ltg:110

okay so i gave into the munchies.....
intake:
Breakfast: nothing
Lunch :caesar salad wrap, some fries
dinner: chocolate mouse cake.....................ughhh

sleeping over bf's house...........