party at my house

Aug 26, 2005 02:09

i turn 35 this weekend. i don't look a day over 40. maybe i should start getting some sleep? party tomorrow from 6-ish until the beer-is-gone-ish...

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blutlassen August 26 2005, 16:05:21 UTC
Happy birfday!

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blutlassen August 27 2005, 00:57:52 UTC
thank you.

infidelity...yeah. I've been struggling with that for five years and even though that's behind us... he still can't get along with my boyfriend. ;)

some people, I believe, were never meant to be married. I wish I hadn't found this out by...getting married. C'est la vie.

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fourfacets August 27 2005, 06:47:26 UTC
the party's over. i drank a respectable amount of beer, 2 shots of gooooo-ooood whiskey (i wanted so much more...) and some slushy thing my honey made. i went from 5:30 to 2:30, so that's 9 hours of partying. 11 if you count the 2 hour lunch. oh man, that resulted in some serious downtime at the office yesterday afternoon.

the most fucked up thing about my affair was how deeply i felt for this other woman. my wife, she loved me as much as i loved my mistress, which is why my wife stayed with me....and why i still love and miss my girlfriend. i met this woman too late in my life to change directions. i have kids and everything the american dream was about...i had it all but my soulmate. until i met her, i never even knew there was such a thing as a soulmate. she taught me things that i never knew that i never knew. best of all was how she stripped down my irrational racism and ignorance. she was a muslim, which is a realllly odd thing to understand unless you saw her with my eyes, and kissed her with my lips. it was much ( ... )

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