I'm so different now ( Read more... )

this has to be photoshopped, but who cares. it's the thought that counts.


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i couldn't resist the temptation to tinker with this image, despite the beauty that existed before i applied color to the lips. a muse is a wonderful distraction from my overtime work.


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my body hits the ground with a sickening thud. it always makes the same sound, like someone dropping a raw, bleeding pile of ground beef on a butcher's block. plop! i open my eyes, my body paralyzed with fear from the fall. i can move my eyes, i can feel the rough burn of the carpet against my face, i can even smell the staleness of my own ( Read more... )

i turn 35 this weekend. i don't look a day over 40. maybe i should start getting some sleep? party tomorrow from 6-ish until the beer-is-gone-ish...

i don't sleep. well, i sleep, but i don't sleep well. i don't know if i ever have. as far as i can tell, it started in 1975 when my folks bought me a small b&w tv for my bedroom. i was hooked that very night when i stayed up to watch johnny carson, and i've been a night owl ever since. my dad caught me watching tv one night. he saw the glow ( Read more... )

my productivity has hit the bottom of the well. someone drop me the bucket so i can get out of this hole and get my work done. on second thought, put some good music in there when you lower the rope, and maybe a couple bottles of light beer. i think i like it down here after all.

i descend from the sky,
stoned and free.
i touch the earth,
and the earth touches me.
i lose my soul
in the depths of the sea.
i reach for hell,
and hell pleases me.
i lose my mind
for eternity.

...she bought me some new "body wash". although i like to think i'm too masculine to smell pretty, this stuff smells so good it makes me want to go fuck myself. thanks, baby!

extremely tattooed, extremely beautiful