im having a kid.

im excited.
im happy.
i cant wait.
no one can change my mind.
and i dont care what any one thinks.

just be happy for me please.
cause i am.

sooo.
its been for ever since i have been on this shit.

so much to say so much bullshit.

well this last month lets see so much shit has happend to me its funny.
i have the worst luck ever but yet im still living.

in the past two weeks i have been arrested twice.
i get drunk almost every night.
and i really dont care anymore.
first i have an M.I.P.
and than ( Read more... )

more and more every day i just feel like im fadeing from this world.

Stevie is the cutest girl.

I love her.
and you know what she told me.
she loves me more than you. ♥ .

she wants to kiss me she just told me so.

well well.
long time this thing has been filld..

well lets see.
i have noting.
i am noting.
this is noting but an empty box..

my migrains are back if that makes it better.
the pain i feel will never end.
so i must live another day.
.

i think im closeing out all my accounts.
im not sure yet.
does it really matter.

all their is ..

is time..

i have to wait.

i have to rebuild us.

im scared of losing her ♥

well my greatest fear has come upon me in the last two weeks ( Read more... )

your touch surrenders me to my enemy.
fear, i fall helpless to.
scared of the thought of losing you.

Im in love with my lady friend ♥
STEVIE I LOVE YOU ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU STEVIE ♥

The stars are out tonight.

Where are you? ♥