i've been alone with my self in my house for the past two days. i took a little excursion out yesterday but it was short lived. the thought of socializing makes me feel like i am suffocating. i literally don't want to hear human voices and my own is driving me insane. i'm trying to grasp onto some things i used to care about. i'm trying to figure ( Read more... )

I've been reading this fantastic book by Aldous Huxley called 'The Perennial Philosophy- An interpretation of the great mystics East and West'

here's some stuff i like:

"...ANTINOMIANISM, a partial modification of consciousness that is useless or even harmful, because it is not accompanies by the transformation of character which is the necessary ( Read more... )

HEY WHATS NEW I HATE MY ACTIONS.
GREAT

Someday I make it a whole week without wanting to crawl under my sheets in embarrassment of my stupidity.

Look at this sweet photo of John Lennon and Yoko looking like BAMF playing pool at their home.


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So. like Friday was a weird day and i was stressed out and kind of hungover and other people being distracting at work (uhh..;) .another story ( Read more... )

My dad had to be a fucking dick to me like its my fault I lost my job. fuck you dad. jesus.

I am still freaking addicted to Tumblr ( Read more... )

I've sort of abandoned posting here.

  Sweet but HILARIOUS quote from Paul about Michael

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It’s so sad and shocking. I feel privileged to have hung out and worked with Michael. He was a massively talented boy man with a gentle soul. His music will be remembered forever and my memories of our time together will be happy ones.

I send my deepest sympathy to his mother and the whole ( Read more... )

Yall ( Read more... )