It certainly has been a while.

I think Katie said 2 years? Yikes.

Well then.

I looked through a few of my old posts and they're all about girls.

Jesus. Thank you Testosterone. Thank you SOOOOO much.

Is that really where my thought process lies? In girls? Fuck.

I'm just upset I wasn't consciously aware of it.

.....

I don't want to be alone.

I mean, I have a ( Read more... )

Shit.

Shit shit shit shit shit.

Okay.

Updates.

Parents are getting married: Yay.

I got a girlfriend: Yay.

I like my friends: Yay.

Things looking up: Yay.

But fuck. It's going weird.

Okay, okay. My Step-Dad finally popped the question after 15 years.

Nice little grace period, eh?

Really cute, did it infront of a lot of people. Really nice.

Mom doesn't like the ( Read more... )

Guess who's back.

Lots have happened since last time.

Intimate with Anna, Fight with Chloe, talking to Laura again, Hanging out with Dustin more.

Basically the highlights.

Anna and I had some seriously intimate times at Nick's place. Sorry Nick. No sleight against you. I personally hate doing that sort of thing at a friend's house, but it was kinda a ( Read more... )

I've been busy.

I fell into a new relationship.

....

And although, I may not be infatuated with her, like I was Siobhan...

She's really awesome.

I'm sure that right now, she's still becoming comfortable with me and she'll definetly come out of her slight-shell in time.

Though, I am afraid that she'll see the real me and then not want to be with me.

That's ( Read more... )

Shit been weird lately.

Not like that's unusual.

But even more so.

...

I've found out that I actually like Chloe.

A LOT.

And that's not good at all.

First off, we're pretty good friends and that would just ruin it.

And I don't think it's worth that much to gamble off the safety of such a good friend.

It's also not fair to her to play with her feelings like ( Read more... )

It's over.

Sio and I have seperated.

....

December 27, Wednesday, 2006 - January 14, Sunday, 2007.

About two and half weeks.

.....

And it was over too soon for me.

...

The Scenario wasn't the worse I could've imagined.

I talked with Chloe about the two main Scenarios that could've gone down before I went to talk to Sio.

(Oh, I saw Sio earlier and she said ( Read more... )

But it's not.

....

I just got back from Kam and Dustin's house-warming "party."

And it was everything I thought it was going to be.

...

Shit.

They're nice people, but just can't throw a party.

Sadly enough.

Would've had more fun at Eli's.

Not that Eli's is NOT fun, but it's usually just me on WoW for the night.

And shit would have been FUN.

.....

I want to cry ( Read more... )

I had a hell of a day yesterday ( Read more... )

Okay, okay.

I spent yesterday with her.

I went down to Center and hung out.

I ran a lot in the freakin' rain and that damn dog kept me up ALL night.

I need to find a place for this thing so that I can have my damn life back.

Anyways.

I go down there and she is just wonderful.

She lets me sleep against her and pets my head and it's pretty cute.

And shit.

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So I spent New Year's with her.

And of course, like usual, it's not as ridiculously cool as I hope.

Let's start from the beginning.

Kameron picks me up really early. Around 4ish or something.

We BASICALLY have 6 hours to burn until I see my girlfriend.

So we go and bowl.

It's really cheap, but man, I fucking SUCK at it.

Seriously. So bad. Couldn't break a ( Read more... )