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Virgos *hate* not knowing
Ugh. I know in the end things will be OK, I know whichever way things go that I will land on my feet... I just wish I could fast-forward a few months to whatever the outcome is, because it's this in-between part that's killing me. -
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Yesterday, oddly in time with the rain, it felt like a decision clicked into my brain. It didn't come to me like a lightning bolt, it came to me in random bouts of crying throughout the day (which made work kiiinda awkward). When I got home I told him I love him, I even forgive him, but I simply don't know if I can be his wife anymore. Yesterday ( Read more... ) -
Hello psychologist, my old friend- I've come to talk with you again
Today I started sessions with a psychologist. I've been to my share of counselors, therapists, psychiatrists and psychologists during my younger years, but haven't been to therapy since high school when Mom was sick. It feels weird but good to be seeing someone again. A neurotic little wounded bird like myself would probably benefit from perpetual ( Read more... ) -
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Freakin' jerkbag husband. I completely blame him for me watching Eat Pray Love today, a movie that I swore I'd never watch. (Why? Because it's an estrogen-bomb chick flick with Julia Roberts. Chick flick me no likey.) But there was a scene in the Rome portion that really spoke to me and my current situation.
"It's called the Augusteum. ... It's ( Read more... ) -
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
I sent this video to Angela a while ago when she was having a rough time, and tonight she sent it back to me. *love* She knows what I needed to hear right now.
What a great message this is. -
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J & I have spent every NYE together since 2004- almost a decade of celebrations together- and last night I went out without him. It's crazy to think of ( Read more... ) -
"Without trust, there can be no love. Jealousy, yes, jealousy will drive you mad."
A revelation and subsequent schism has happened in my relationship. The initial shock is gone but I still feel like I'm walking through a fog. I will probably feel this way for some time ( Read more... ) -
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"Nothing is so painful to the human mind as great and sudden change." -Mary Shelley -
"Let's light this fire one more time-"
While I understand that big money items must be cut when the nation's (hell, the world's) economy is hurting so badly, I'm sad that this is the final mission for NASA's Space Shuttle.
When we were kids, what was a greater aspiration being than an astronaut?? That totally trumps doctor, fireman, ballerina, rock star... it is a zenith of human ( Read more... ) -
Dinner with Nana, part 790
The Take-Home Report: today's frustratingly-vague gifting included another can of Tabasco Slim Jims and size 10 zebra flip-flops with pink thongs. On WHAT planet did she think that size 10 shoes were gonna fit her tiny Japanese feet??
Note on the Slim Jims- she first bought 2 cans of this crap as a snack for my nephew (because if there's ANYthing a ( Read more... )
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