I'm feeling super overwhelmed today. No reason to, I just do. I can't wait for this whole homeschooling thing to finally start to make some serious sense, it's really boring right now.

Grr. It's like every time I update this thing, I have to piss. REALLY bad ( Read more... )

So someone's been looking at some porn that's pretty balls to the wall on my family's computer. I do not appreciate it. Especially when it means my dad goes "Dur, why is the computer going all anti-climactic?", then puts all kinds of "safety devices" on this Satan-box that block me from going on AIM Express.

Why do I always have to pee?

Yeah, it sucks, I get that. It really fucking sucks. But did it ever occur to you, even for a moment, that I've dealt with this inconsistency and lack of dependability throughout my whole seventeen years? Do you think I enjoy this?

I REALLY have to pee. REALLY.

Today is 4-20. Yes it is Hitler's birthday. Yes, a lot of people are going to get totally baked. No, it is neither the date of Bob Marley's death, nor his birth (He died on May 11 and was born on February 6).

Anyway, I'm not getting high today. The end.

Not at school. Feel like shit. Can't decide in which context.

Why is it so important for someone to treat his/her ex-boyfriend/girlfriend like he or she is the scum of the earth? I'm getting so sick of the way people treat each other. I'm totally guilty of it, too, I know. But that doesn't make it any nicer. Someone always ends up crying at night because of it. We all need to just reach out to one ( Read more... )

I'm getting so fed up with everyone and everything. Any little thing pisses me off. I'm so fucking irritable. Right now, I can't even bring myself to get up and get ready for the day. Even if I could, I don't think I'd want to ( Read more... )

It occured to me today that I might be once again slipping into the realms of the insane. Seriously. I'm just so irritable and unmotivated. When I finally bring myself to do something, I feel like I've accomplished absolutely nothing. It's one of the most truly frustrating feelings. All I think about is my life and whether or not it's worth ( Read more... )