so ive been wayyyyyyy to kool for livejournal for about 2 years i stopped using it b/c i was always miserable hense to why i wrote in it so much but now i am back to square one there is no longer nikki&ashley anymore which is why i am so miserable, i have done this to myself however in the end of all this i am once again not good enough to keep and ( Read more... )

ya so today was my second day of work at canobie i like it its easy money just at the end of the day my back and feet kill but w/e its a job. and now that i have an income i can buy the things ive wanted to and i can do the things ive wanted to for my gf and friends. slept at lemays last night and went with her this morning for her pics with the ( Read more... )

ok so its been a fuckin mad long time since ive written in here or anywhere. havent really wanted to but w/e ( Read more... )

wow dude i love my gf so so much she wrote a hole lot about me in her diary and it was kool its nice to know wat i do is apprecated and it makes her happy b/c thats all i want to do and she knos how much i care about her and everything which is good too ive never felt this good in my life and its the best feeling in the world id have to say ( Read more... )

ok so havent written in here for a while just havent had the time i guess hmm updates well tues was my gf's 16th bday so i brought her a rose and card then thursday i cooked her dinner steak,baked potatoes, and carrots and this juice stuff that was good but umm i think it went over really well i wanted to do somthin really nice for her to show her ( Read more... )

hmm so the last week has been pretty good ill be 17 in a month and well u kno how i hate my birthday but ive been thinking a lot and ive relized a few things like how much ive changed in the past year .... no complaints really im still the same person at least i think so. others may disagree i dont kno im happy about my friendships latley well ( Read more... )

ok so had a really good weekend except i found out news about my aunt and im about to go off the edge b/c im sick and tired of saying goodbye to the ones i love every year fuckin since 2002 ive had someone die each year and i dont want to do it again ...they put my aunt on kemotheropy and i asked my mom fat out if this was it and she said its the ( Read more... )

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ok so havent updated in a while... what else is new right? lol ive been busy i guess u could say everyday i did somthin new and went out so it was kool this weekend so far is kool today woke up at 8 b/c i went to bed at 4 in the afternoon of friday ..dont ask lol then ashley came by around 11 i think it was went with her to her house and went ( Read more... )

the last night of vacation and tomorrow is school i guess i both am happy about it but im gonna miss sleeping and such lol i dunno i had a really good vacation minus the fact that ashley lemay went to virgina but i had a really great vaca got to see my gf again and she spent the weekend and that was good i love her sooooo much and i hope she knos ( Read more... )