i was in atlanta this weekend. Went to the park. Everyone was walking with their dog. I'd love to live in a place where you take your dog to the park. Like Central Park. So now I absolutely want a dog. Not that I can afford one. But when I can it will be Samoyed. I'll eventually have two, one boy and one girl. They will be named Vicente and Neva. ( Read more... )

Wow, a guy wrote this:

1. If you like her .. ASK HER OUT already.!!!!!!!!

2. when you hug her, put YOUR ARMS around her WAIST and hold her close. (long hugs are the best)

3. when you WALK next to her, get as CLOSE as you can to her.(hold her hand)

4. if she's the only one in your life, TELL HER.

5. Let her know how much you like her, love her, ( Read more... )

Things are looking up. Well not really. But I've decided they are going to or I'm going to perceive them as looking up. In reality they're the same. Mom's started radioactive therapy. She says she feels weak and her hair is falling out. This too sad for me. I feel like I'm a bad support for her esp when I get angry at her every other minute. But I ( Read more... )

Since I left school, gainesville, summer exploded on me. I exploded inside myself. I can't tell if I'm wandering on purpose or that I've just been going in the same circles over and over again that am now utterly lost. 

• I've come to really like work. Well, they give things to do now. I stay till 5pm and don't even notice. And I am really only ( Read more... )

I'm in the midst of beginning to write a really important economics paper that I started completely at the last minute. I have been on the phone crying to my big sister about how I suck and life and school. I love her so much and I love that she's always there for me when I need to say those things. I had a brief distraction with Christy who said ( Read more... )

Well I came home today after the horrendously long finance test 3 review. I saw Candice there and we talked a little bit about everything that happened. Its sad I bet we could have been pretty good friends and now i wont really ever see her. Stupid politics. Anyways I came home and went to drink my orange juice which my roommates should know i ( Read more... )

Jamaica is beautiful. I did so many fun things in the past 5 days, I ate great authentic Jamaican food, I met some cool new people and well basically I was living in paradise. I already miss the mountains, and the clear blue ocean, the breathtaking views from the Cocomos porch, and we (laura, christy and me) all noticed the trees - they were very ( Read more... )

Last week was one dark and gloomy week. And it began with a pretty awful weekend to Atlanta, GA for AKPsi's Success Institute. It was cloudy, rainy, and the traffic is difficult to comprehend after being so used to that of Gainesville. I went with my friend Cameron who made it bearable. We're becoming really close and I love the adventures that she ( Read more... )

In rare moments, we can lay aside our sense of self, shed time's continuum, ignore pain, and sit quietly in the absolute present, watching the world's ordinary miracles. No mind or heart hobbles. No analyzing or explaining. No questing for logic. No promises. No goals. No relationships. No worry. One is completely open to whatever drama may unfold.

I have been a whirlwind of emotions lately. Anger, extrreeeeeeeme jealousy and listlessness, and desperate and sad and happy. I just don't know what's wrong with me. I am not on good terms with AKPsi. Some of the brothers are really stupid. Ray called me today and I freaked out. He hasnt called me since we last saw each other and I just assumed he ( Read more... )