So let's call it October 10th ( Read more... )

FAMILY:
1. Dad's talking about the California job, just a different version where we get to live in Michigan.  I don't know anymore and frankly I don't care.  They screw up my life by telling me we're leaving then say we're not.  Which makes me look like a jackass because I told everyone I was leaving and felt like everything I saw or did was the ( Read more... )

1. I LOVE THE ROCKET SUMMER LIVE TOO ( Read more... )

2007. Let's talk about 2007. We're going to graduate, have prom and go to college. I turn 18 which is amazing and finally I get out of this place. It should be a great year, but the first day of it blows balls. If you were wondering.

This is me trying not to be pessimistic.

I've been sick for a while and it's annoying but not unbearable.
I still wish that Indiana was in Michigan, but it isn't so I can't dwell on it.
I met a guy named Trevor.  He's got an xgf that's "physco" apparently and jealous, but I just feel badly, and don't dislike her even a little.
In attempts to make ( Read more... )

*I can't stop smiling.

*Dennis and I are going to Best Buy real early in the morning.

*Boys from Indiana are the coolest.

*Ethan and I, well let's just say if he lived in Michigan I'd we'd be real close.

*Tomorrow is Jackie's Grad Party at my house.

*Today we went to the cemetary for Uncle George and it was hott.

*Mike makes me look like  a lesbian on ( Read more... )

I've been out of my house since 6 am.  It's now 10:41

1.I helped my aunt set up this garage sale at her place and she had this dress.  It's def going to be my HC dress this year.  OK her husband bought it for her over 20 years ago at Macy's but it's still real cute and I could tell it would mean a lot to her if I wore it.  She keeps the picture ( Read more... )

Regret: I have many. Today the one that stands out most is being an asshole to an awesome guy. I don't regret telling you the truth, just that I did it in a shitty way and hurt you...and that I led you on. I hate that I try to make up pretend feelings for someone because I feel badly that they like me so much and I feel nothing for them, remind me ( Read more... )

I'm real scared. For someone else, and not me. I know how to take care of myself, but not this other person and I think they need real help ( Read more... )

fuck you.