i saw two young ladies walking hand and hand the other day, obviously in love and all i could think was i want that. i want to have a girl love me like that. i want to feel that connection. i want to express that out in the open and not give a fuck about what people would say. i want to be out ( Read more... )

you know who i admire, openly gay men and drag queens. the fact that they can live there lives the way they want and not care about who says what and why gives me hope like i can't describe. i envy them and there boldness i wish that i could be like that. i hope that i have the strength oneday. there are so many secrets i keep from those i love ( Read more... )

fat. ugly. whore

and no one wants one of those.

she hates herself right now/ for being everything mediocre and occasionally completely sub-par.

she wishes someone wanted her

she wishes she didn't care
she does care and she's tired of being the one girl no one wants.

have a nice day.

you make me understand what it means to be in l-o-v-e once again ( Read more... )

after asking you to be there for me
after asking you to give yourself to me
after asking you cherish me and want me
and getting no response i asked you

am i asking for too much and you said, yes you do

why is asking someone to love you like you love them just a big thing to ask?
why don't i deserve all of you?

the clouds haven't moved in a week ( Read more... )

until i'm on my way home!!

all i wanted to do was be your friend. all i wanted to do was know u. fuck that, i'm crazy. u're right. i am fucking crazy. for ever thinking that an ass wipe like u was worth my motherfuckin' time. fuck u. fuck missing u. fuck wanting to see u. mayb i am fucking crazy. i see what the fuck i like and i go for it. excuse the hell out of me. u ( Read more... )

so u met a girl that knocked u right off your heels goodie goodie. so u met some one and now u know how it feels goodie goodie. hooray and hallelujah, u had it coming to ya. goodie goodie for her goodie for u and i hope you're satisfied u rascal u ( Read more... )

i'm happy.

i need a camera.

i love staying up until morning.

that is all.

smooches.