Yeah...I really fucked things up. If ur my friend u know what i'm talking about. I don't think I will at school tomorrow. I need time for me. I feel so childish and like everything I worked for and wanted so bad is just slipping out of my hands because of me. I'm such a slut. I feel like I can't live with my self but the only reason I do is ( Read more... )

Yesterday me krissy and jenny chilled and well we caused alota shit. It was funny. First we crused passed The AJ house at normal pased and they got all mad. THEN we did it again and they thew a garbage can at us!!! We found them being so pissed off we SPED DOWN THE STREET AT 50 MILES AN HOUR OR MORE!!! They hit the car with a hoola hoop that ( Read more... )

Iv been busy with working and getting everything for rory ready and the end of summers up so i'v been going out more cuz ya know...ITS THE END OF SUMMER. I GET TO SEE RORY TODAY!!! Umm I'm so excited, haha i'm goin on my first date ever tomarrow. I'm such a loser that my first date is on my first one year annerversy. Oh well, i'm glad its with ( Read more... )

Well, I went to rorys house and camping..camping was really fun. We took sexy pics on the beach and barbe q stuff and went for a 2 1/2 mile trail walk...IN THE DARK. Sunday I got home from camping, and then I went to rorys. The first day at rorys, I spend the ngiht at lindelys and we went to jessies and Jordens. The rest of the days I stayed at ( Read more... )

Hmm I wonder who updated my journal last, hehe!  Yeah Krissy and I are goin camping today, untill sunday.  Then, sunday lindsey is picking me up and i'm goin to spend the night at her house for somedays then rorys!!!  I LOVE RORY :) :).  I'm so glad shes letting me stay at her house for a little bit, shes such a nice person, I think I will give her ( Read more... )

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Yeah....anyways last night steve and I worked on some of our songs, and I got to see the new lyrics and stuff. We were also vary wasted....ha. Austin adn steve did things that I could only tell my friends haha...I wouldn't post there embarssing drunk behaveor on lifejournal...

today I sleeped untill I could..got up, saw jon *who is doin great* went to work..steves and got drunk and did alot of learnin about my style of singing for the band...and now i am here to drunk to type much more

He really dosn't know how sick he was...alot of his organs failed the other night. Yesterday he started to feel better and I think everythings gunna be okay. Hes not gunna be better in a week, he will need after care for like 5 years..but in five years about he will be allll better!!!!! Yeah hes funny, he was telling us about his bag in the ( Read more... )

     It seems that being scared and sticking the plan dosn't help me much.  See, I'v always just hid my feelings...exsept here, and with rory and steph.  I think i'm just gunna hide it all, life goes better that way.  I mean i'll tell you how my day went...and how i'm 'feeling' but nothing to deep, anymore.  I can't have anyone able to use this ( Read more... )