wow....its been a hell of a long time since i wrote in this....alot has happened to much to explain and too personal to put in here ( Read more... )

i dont know how to handle it! i cant make it through on my own! i need help! =( =( i need him back.....i need him back

man...this week hasnt been that bad but last week was horrible...but alot of good things happened this week ;) hehe but none i can tell yall about. me darin heather and steven might be chillin this weekend =) yay im xcited =D
i havent really been out ne where yet like just to chill in aloooooong time so more update on that later =)

o man...these last 2 days have been so much HELL! first my step mom goes friggin CRAZY! cuz i accidentily (sp?) misunderstood her. and it wasnt even on purpose! but she started flippin out and wouldnt talk to me and when she did she was yellin and screamin tellin me all this BS! and i tried to go outside where my dad was and talk to him cuz she ( Read more... )

yeasterday i went to a party it was not so good at first but of course it was just getting started....but it did get a lil better when everyone FINALLY started dancing. and all that....yea i danced with like 5 or 6 diff. guys. but then me n tori came home and we watched house of wax. it was kinda good i guess. but it wasnt as skary as i thought it ( Read more... )

woo i am so excited!~!~! we went to competition in ashford and we got best in class drum major best in class colorguard and best in class band!! yesssss =D =D annnnnd we also got #1 band of tha whole day =D i was super excited =)

and then when we got on tha bus my sister called me and told me that a gurl i work with died at 400 today it was so sad

yeasterday was alright. we got straight 1's at comp yeeessss but we didnt get best in class =( we got 3rd place =/ but at least we did place and we also got most entertaining band =D yessssss bitches haha jk but i was excited =)

ma i deff have not been updating hardley ne =/ o well i have been so friggin busy!! with work cg practice and all these competitons and skool its been so tiering (sp) so if i havent been doing that then i been relaxing or out or sleeping. so yea i ha vent really been on ( Read more... )

YAY I AM SO EFFIN HAPPY I PASSED MY TEST AND I GOT MY LICENCE!! YEEEESSSSSHHHHHHH!!

last night was my party...it was fun. but i think it could have been funner. but it was still fun. then later on in tha night i had to take care of people yea.. that wasnt fun.. it kinda made me mad. but thats alright im pretty used to it by now ( Read more... )