CALCULUS SUCKSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! AKA ITS SUCKING MY POOR MOLLY FEBILE BRAIN OUT SLOWLY!!!!!!OUCHIE! SO PAINFUL!!!! lol its not so bad other than i HATE THE STINKING HIPPY ASS TEACHER! and it takes her like forever to go over the chapter, postpones homework, and it makes no damn sense!!!!!!!!! WAHHHH! MY CUTE LITTLE MIND WASNT MADE FOR THIS SHYTE! ( Read more... )

well im finally settled in tonight. ITS MY FIRST APARTMENT!!! yey!!! its about 4am and cant get back to sleep, i was doing great till some jerk offs down the street starting having a fireworks jamboree, so my ass is up now and cant get back to sleep. im about in the mood to shove some fireworks up some people's asses in a moment! i heard them hit ( Read more... )

Last night was very cool, after working horses with my sister, angie told me she felt grandmom's presence was gone, had like moved on, i was like no way man she is looking out over our heads, of course she wouldnt be up our butts everyday cause she has things to do up there. but she loves us and knows whats going on and waits till we can see her ( Read more... )

i cant stand it! all i am doing is nightmaring! nothing nice for months! i dont remember the last time i had a normal dream like i used to do. i think its just anxiety with my cousins death and jojo pain stuff. last night i dreamed i was alex's funeral again, but it was a different one, i didn't think i would dream of his funeral, when kena told me ( Read more... )

well this is becoming the diego journal huh! lol! he emailed me today! yeyeyeyeyeyeyeyyeey!!! and i caught him online its so wierd everytime i feel the need to get online or start thinking about him there he is, which is kinda hard to guess cause of him being in colombia for the summer its harder for him to get online. well anyways check out this ( Read more... )

stormysgirl71: hey diego ( Read more... )

AtNacional: i thought i had to go but not yet ( Read more... )

man its crazy so much going on in my mind. i just dont feel pleased for some reason, like i am missing something but i dont know what it is. im sitting here all summer working earning money thinking about my apartment. thinking about horses, about showing doing the best i can, the farm, me, school, someone else, not jojo, im not thinking about jojo ( Read more... )

oh man i just dont understand it. jojo is trying to work things out, but i dunno i feel like the special feeling is lost in a way, how do i know? because i have been thinking about someone else. and i do mean alot. it used to be jojo i thought about alot and i am afraid to tell jojo because i know it would be a risk, and make him angry. cause we ( Read more... )

i cant believe it has almost been a month since my cousin passed away where is the time going? it is kinda making me sad like my cousin janie told me the other day she doesnt want the time to pass so quickly, it just puts more time between the last time we saw his smile, things are just moving too quicly ( Read more... )