my new year's revolution: write more journal entries ( Read more... )

been a while since i last gave my journal any lovin', so i figured it was due for some kind of update on my life and other things. i have to laugh, looking at some of my old entries and seeing how dramatic and over-emotional i was about everything that was going on. well, i guess i'll start with saying i'm no longer living in canada anymore. on ( Read more... )

dear journal,

i have never been as devastated in my whole entire life as i am right now. it's been forever since i've updated you so a TON of shit has happened since my last post (well, that always seems to be the case in every post, doesn't it...) so i'll have to rewind a bit just to catch you up.

i last stood at my plan to break up with my ( Read more... )

god. it seems to be a never-ending battle when it comes to love for me. just when i think i'm the happiest i could ever be and nothing could ever fuck it up... there's always something. maybe it's because i have nothing better to worry about, or i've just been really spoiled my whole life when it comes to relationships, but, whatever it is, it ( Read more... )

oh boy... how time certainly passes. it feels like forever ago since i wrote my last journal entry. haha, i just had a look back at all my obsessive, bi-polar entries, and can't help but laugh. i guess once you obtain certainty, all of your previous bouts of uncertainty just seem utterly foolish. i kind of feel like deleting them all, but they'll ( Read more... )

well, what can i say? i did it. i actually did it. after these long months of waiting, wondering, obsessing, worrying, loving... i finally got what i wanted.

on tuesday i had my audition for showcase, so i went into the school in the afternoon, and of course he was there. after our little moment the friday before, there was no way i couldn't say hi ( Read more... )

damn... i can't believe it's been a month and a half since i wrote my last journal entry. that time surely flew by hella fast. i've been so busy with this final month of school though, it was hard finding time for anything. but, this past friday was in fact my graduation, and if you've been following my previous journal entries, you'll know exactly ( Read more... )

i had another really really great day yesterday. confusing, but still great. the night before, my teacher had sent me an email, asking if i was willing to come in the next morning and help some more, which i obviously agreed to. so i went in, and turns out i was the ONLY person he asked to come help, which made me feel extra super special (there ( Read more... )

so, yesterday was probably one of the better days i've had in a while. it was painting day at the new school location, and they asked me if i'd be willing to come over and help - which, naturally, i was. so i headed over at 11 in the morning, and got to working right away. about 10 minutes later, you-know-who shows up and gives me a big hug. it's ( Read more... )