OK here's my rant... So Lisa had a baby boy Noah John Tays. After she had him I found out that Keith liked me (thanks to Cody). I had liked him since March but didn't say anything b/c I knew lisa was obsessed with him. So anyways I was seeing this shawny guy when I found out that he liked me. I never acted on my feelings. So anyways Lisa started ( Read more... )

Fuck I'm an idiot I just did that stupid love calculator thing... thanks Jay ( Read more... )

Ok so I got to school friday and Jolyne told me that we are going out. So after my exam I waited an hour for her to finish hers and headed to her place. Her kids were a blast they read to me and showed me every toy they owned. Shawn called me at 5 and Patrick (Jolyne's son) kept saying can you let her go so I can read its my time with Rachel and I ( Read more... )

Ok so Jolyne and I were going to go out Friday nite but she can't get a babysitter so I guess we're not.. which I'm kinda bummed about b/c hey it would have been the first time I've gone to a club in like 2 years.. Anyway its all good. Justin wants me to go play poker at this Julie girls house but man I don't know how to play and I don't know if I ( Read more... )

So I found an old notebook from university that I had written some poems in... I was reading through them and man was I ever weird then... Anyway heres one of the poems.. its not very good but I kinda like it ( Read more... )

I can't wait until friday.. Jolyne and I are going out to the Rockin Rodeo. And the best part is its just going to be the 2 of us. The last few times I was invited to go out I didn't b/c I didn't want to meet her friends.. they are all french and I wouldn't know what any of them would have been saying.. I went to her house party to kinda see if ( Read more... )

Ok so I checked my fiances and I'm broke! I have enough money for rent and bills until february but my budget for smokes is gone!!!! And I need my cigarettes or I'll go crazy!!! AHHHH! I went from having over 4,000 dollars this summer to living off of nothing and ahhh I can't take it anymore! I wish I could just snap my fingers and have all the ( Read more... )

What You Really Think Of Your FriendsMarilyn is your soulmate.You truly love Shawn.You consider Angela your true friend.You know that Amy is always thinking of you.You'll remember Lisa for the rest of your life.You secretly think Christine is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.You secretly think that Joylne is colorful, impulsive, ( Read more... )

OK so I woke up this morning in a good mood and then that all changed when Lisa was talking to my brother. He told her that a friend of mine slit his wrists. I can't believe it. I mean he has had a hard life and everybody shits on him but he was always the time to freak out and hit himself b/c he thought it would make others like him more but to go ( Read more... )

So yesterday it poured all day.. it was nasty. And today I woke up to a snow storm... the roads are going to be so bad so I hope that Amy doesn't pull any of her crazy driving shit.... she thinks shes the best out there but man she can be worse then a new driver... not always fun! So I started talking to my old friend Emo!!! I didn't even think he ( Read more... )