adjustments... the good and the bad

[fpisani]

It's complicated I guess. Everything in my heart says dive right in, and don't ever look back, but my head seems to think I need to be more patient, and to take things slow. I know its what I should do, especially where my family comes into play, but it's hard, because everything feels so right

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[shawnhorcoff10]

Every night I've spent without Johnny has felt like a part of me was missing. I learned how to sleep without him, but I never sleep like I do when i'm with him. I think it's that comfort. The comfort of knowing he is there.

But believe me, when we were apart and got to finally be together it was some of the best... sleep I have ever had! haha

[fpisani]

Hahaha... the best sleep. Right. ;) It really is the sharing as much as the other stuff. The closeness and everything else.

And it's not permanent, what Marco and i are dealing with right now, but for the sake of the kids, we want to ease them into this relationship I guess. Alex, especially, is still struggling with losing "her" Matty, you know? It takes time to heal and adjust.

[marcopaints]

all night I tossed and turned, and could barely think about the ngihts it took us getting used to sleeping together, and the trouble with arm placement and the way we had to try and keep on falling asleep on and off so we would not have morning come too soon. I love you.

[fpisani]

The morning is sometimes my favorite, and sometimes my least favorite time of the day. Its a beginning, usually, which is wonderful, but some days, when it's the ending, it breaks my heart a little bit.

[marcopaints]

even knowing we will have it again, very soon, it still is that little big of heartbreak letting you go. Even that much.