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[fr0stedme]

So school is over in another day and a half. i can't help but feel like i should have done more. high school is great for some people, why not me? did i really not give it much of a chance? hated the people on a whim? a fancy? just cause i 'felt' like it? not really. i give more people chances than i can say about alot of people. maybe i just give

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[miss_darling]

where are you going to college, love?

[fr0stedme]

Beloit College, up in wisconsin, about an hour and a half away from home. (and adam). he always gets huffy everytime i bring it up. he really doesnt like me being that far away. even though it's not really that far.

[legallyboston]

Wow.
Craziness...
I haven't been online much lately. And then when I come here I see an out of the blue most from you!!

How are you doing sweetie?
Enjoy the last day and a half of high school... It all changes from there! And good luck next year with college... You're gonna love it.

[fr0stedme]

Yea it was sort of outta the blue. i felt like writing. finally had something worthwhile to say. and dont worry. i am PSYCHED school's over. i kept hitting me at weird intervals yesterday, and i'd start singing at the top of my lungs in the car, or smiling like crazy. haha. im still a kid at heart.

Im doing fairly well. started working out again since its summer and i have time. adam's watching me like a hawk now though. since it IS summer, i dont always eat alot.. and he dont like that. eh. im not really doing it intentionally, its just, if i have the chance to eat, and i'd rather do something else, i do that instead.

college. god yes. i can't wait. woohoo! haha

[legallyboston]

Well I'm glad you wrote...

Stay safe this summer. And be careful next year. College puts an added twist on things... One we don't need. [You living on campus?]

I head to law school in August... [!]

[sugarcultmama29]

its nice to here from you again. i hope everything works out for you in the future, you deserve it more than anyone

[fr0stedme]

aw thanks hun. i miss writing. maybe i'll start again every once in a while, who knows.. we'll see.

[troubledfaith]

Don't look back honey, just focus on the amazing future your going to create. Good luck in college.

[fr0stedme]

i told adam some of what i wrote, and he goes "wow, ok. you go ahead and miss high school" but that wasnt my point at all. i dont miss it one bit. half those kids are what made it hell, i was just wondering, maybe if i tried harder to befriend some of them, it wouldnt've been so bad in a way. but then again, why would i want to befriend them?!

ah well. college will be better, and i put alot of hope and faith into that.

[erzsebet_]

Hey Mal,

Its good to read about your life. I missed your posts, your insights. I hope that college fullfills your dreams, and that you make new ones whilst you are there. Good luck and congratulations. :)